It's no trouble at all. This is the only place where I really feel comfortable posting. There's a real atmosphere of courtesy and respect, for the hosts and each other. The folks here do seem genuine and honest. Most other places get bogged down with bitterness and arguing. Even sexual topics are treated carefully and free of the profanity and trashiness you see on other "porn" sites. Quite remarkable really! Danielle commented on Bree Olsen's site and how Bree spoke in a "trashy" way and used a lot of foul language. Well, I believe the host sets the tone for any site, and Danielle's sweet, friendly and honest demeanor definitely does here. I know I'd personally feel awful if I said something that might have offended her or anyone else.
You mentioned the Onlytease forum, I post there occaisionally. The problem with that forum is there's too much "inside joke" "Nudge Nudge, Wink Wink" stuff that doesn't make any sense to me. I guess there's a group of guys who have been around since the beginning and know each other.

Thank you for listening Grande351. I live alone now which made me decide to go online in the hope of making a few friends which i think i have made here and Alisonangel's forum. I remember when i first went online i joined the AOL chat forum and i got friendly with girl we'd been chatting about all sorts of topics. Including a little saucy banter. Then i started to notice the replies were actually a little childish and then it came out she was only 13 when she had been saying she was 26. I nearly crapped myself when i found out. So i cancelled my membership straightaway. I couldn't believe i'd been flirting with 13 year old so after that i got a bit wiser. I only join forums like Onlytease, Alison's and Danielle's so i know their over 18 lol. Alison's and Danielle's forums are just amazing mainly to be able chat to people like you who are genuine.

I think I do understand. You still love her and miss her, that's why you hold onto her number. I guess this is where I should say, throw the number out and move on. The trouble is, if I said that I'd be a hypocrite because I would feel the same as you do. No amount of money can replace what you had.

I'm not sure if you'll ever understand this. But i felt sorry for Emma seeing what i'd done to myself. It just felt like i'd destroyed our relationship by messing my face up. I still feel that way today and i just can't understand why i still do. I'd put Emma in a bad light on that post. When i was in hospital she was by my bedside everyday and some nights she would sleep in her car rather than going home to sleep. But when we got home i did notice a slight change in her. I guessed she only stayed with me til she was sure that i would be ok. I still have her phone number and so many times i've been tempted to call her. Just to hear her voice again. Then i keep telling myself to tear it up but i can't. I do miss her and i still think about her. I remember i got a big payout for the accident but how much is losing your girlfriend worth?. If i could have claimed for that. There wouldn't be enough money in the world.

Oh my GOD, That's horrible! You're extremely fortunate, you could have easily been killed! I'm thankful that didn't happen. It sounds like changes were made to prevent this type of accident from happening again, so lives might be saved in the future as a result. It sounds like Emma didn't come to her decision lightly. Under those circumstances it's probably better that she let out how she really felt. I doubt that was easy to do. If she'd have stayed and just pretended, it wouldn't have been good for either one of you. The fact that you understood and didn't get angry shows great strength of character on your part. You really shouldn't blame yourself either though. It's in no way your fault! You're a good person, and you'll find someone else someday

That's ok grande351 i was getting similar reactions from friends when they found out. One of my mates wanted to slap her but i stopped him. Her name was Emma and we'd been dating for two years. She was very kind and caring like a girlfriend should be lol. She was such a lovely girl. Then the accident happened i work in a sawmill and when i was a machinist i usually operated the big bandsaw. But at the time another machinist was using it and got a 12x12 beam jammed in the saw due to the feed being too tight and i tried to save the sawblade from coming off. But it exploded under the pressure. sawtips and metal shards flew off the machine hitting me in the face. Tearing the left side of my face apart. Apparently i was lucky not lose an eye. It took about two months to fully recover from that extent of injuries. My company took pictures of the damaged bandsaw for insurance and claims purposes and originally they didn't want me to see them. But i wanted to and there was nothing left of the top halve of the machine. I was shocked and was thinking am i lucky to be alive?. One accident that will never happen again under new safety rules. Sorry i'm getting bit long winded here. Anyway i should have pointed out Emma had tears in her eyes when she told me she couldn't continue our relationship. I really should have pointed this out in my post. I'm just not very good with words. I bear no malice towards Emma i somehow blamed myself. Even today i still don't know why. Thanks for your concern and interest. Sorry it got a bit long winded.

Hey Mart,
I read your second post about your former girlfriend. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have jumped to a conclusion based on the little information I had. It great that you have moved on with your life and don't hold a grudge against her. It shows how strong a person you really are.
I also see that you're a fellow Onlytease member. It's probably my favorite softcore site. Way back, I tried submitting photos of Danielle on the model request part of the forum. I got some great responses, but I don't think they're interested in American models. Since she now has her own site, she probably wouldn't do other sites anyway I'd love to see it though, she's certainly hot enough!

Happy New Year to you too Mart!

Wow, I just realized that it's about ten til' midnight in merry olde England, Woo Hoo!!!
I've still got about 5 hours drinking time here!!

I hope 2009 is a great year for you and for those close to you.