Ugo,
I saw your post on the main forum, but couldn't reply because it's now closed. You have a lot of friends here. We're here for you when ever you need someone. I really enjoy your posts and your photoshops. Your presence makes this a better place! We haven't known each other for very long, I know, but I'm proud to have you as a friend. Hang in there. We all go through rough patches in life. Things will get better!