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Hey Mart,
I was out of town for the last few days and wasn't following the "Old Flame" thread. I'm happy you mustered up the courage to call Emma, but saddened by the way it all turned out. I guess the "what ifs" will always be there, but hopefully you can finally put this behind you. Maybe this was the final step in your healing process, who knows? What I know is you're a heck of a nice guy who deserves to meet a great woman with whom you can be happy the rest of your life. The right one is out there somewhere. Maybe she'll have a sister for me too .
Hang in there buddy!

Yeah Friend Mart. Forever. For Alison, Danielle and Lia.

Thanks Mart friend forever!
I am not the most responsive of the forum Alison's chat.
But I am always with you friends, and with you in particular.
Because without you and Lia, I probably would not have continued on this forum for Danielle. But was and born also a nice friendship with Danielle.
She is very different from Alison. But my heart and my brain is (and remains) always for you my ideal woman of pure friendship: Alison Angel.
Even for this I am very sad.
Thanks for the beautiful words of comfort and support against my life difficult. Very bad.
I'm not a great battle against who me hurts me.

great thanks mart
it is never too late. thank you for it welcome
I always admire your contributions.
you have so many beautiful ideas and can turn her over also incredibly.
pleases me to be there.

It's no trouble at all. This is the only place where I really feel comfortable posting. There's a real atmosphere of courtesy and respect, for the hosts and each other. The folks here do seem genuine and honest. Most other places get bogged down with bitterness and arguing. Even sexual topics are treated carefully and free of the profanity and trashiness you see on other "porn" sites. Quite remarkable really! Danielle commented on Bree Olsen's site and how Bree spoke in a "trashy" way and used a lot of foul language. Well, I believe the host sets the tone for any site, and Danielle's sweet, friendly and honest demeanor definitely does here. I know I'd personally feel awful if I said something that might have offended her or anyone else.
You mentioned the Onlytease forum, I post there occaisionally. The problem with that forum is there's too much "inside joke" "Nudge Nudge, Wink Wink" stuff that doesn't make any sense to me. I guess there's a group of guys who have been around since the beginning and know each other.

I think I do understand. You still love her and miss her, that's why you hold onto her number. I guess this is where I should say, throw the number out and move on. The trouble is, if I said that I'd be a hypocrite because I would feel the same as you do. No amount of money can replace what you had.

Oh my GOD, That's horrible! You're extremely fortunate, you could have easily been killed! I'm thankful that didn't happen. It sounds like changes were made to prevent this type of accident from happening again, so lives might be saved in the future as a result. It sounds like Emma didn't come to her decision lightly. Under those circumstances it's probably better that she let out how she really felt. I doubt that was easy to do. If she'd have stayed and just pretended, it wouldn't have been good for either one of you. The fact that you understood and didn't get angry shows great strength of character on your part. You really shouldn't blame yourself either though. It's in no way your fault! You're a good person, and you'll find someone else someday

Hey Mart,
I read your second post about your former girlfriend. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have jumped to a conclusion based on the little information I had. It great that you have moved on with your life and don't hold a grudge against her. It shows how strong a person you really are.
I also see that you're a fellow Onlytease member. It's probably my favorite softcore site. Way back, I tried submitting photos of Danielle on the model request part of the forum. I got some great responses, but I don't think they're interested in American models. Since she now has her own site, she probably wouldn't do other sites anyway I'd love to see it though, she's certainly hot enough!

Happy New Years to you too (even though it's three days after New Years )

Happy New Year to you Mart..Hope its a great one