Thanks for your message Grande351! and i do understand how you felt having a panic attack because i've had a few in my time because of my fear of aircraft. For me it was a total feeling of helplessness and just not knowing what's going on like my mind was a total blank. Ending up just sitting on the ground wherever i was waiting for it to pass. You know strangest thing about my phobia is that i'm not bothered by helicopters at all and i'm not too sure. Maybe because they are quieter and slower. Glad you got over your panic attacks and visiting my country with no more panics.