No, Ugo. My pleasure. I sincerely hope you are recovering. I recall when I was younger and my Dad passed away, my Mom was given a poem that ended, "He is not gone--he is just away." I have to believe that just as my Dad is away and that eventually I shall see him again, your Mom is just away, and that you and she will be reunited in the fullness of time. In the meantime, you must live your life, pursue your dreams and make every breath count while you may. I hope that includes being able to take that trip across the seas to America where you can finally meet some of the friends you have here. Until that day, peace, my friend.