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Other moment "dark" that I have crossed! I feared the worse! I hate the ugly moments that every year suffers. Particularly the job from the people of total hypocrisy. A war that they wants to win for their exuberance malicious with the manager.
They have wanted to hope that can return the famous crazy person, that until now I have been calm. Some and I have confirmed that he is distrusted and checked by the police. But the justice in Italy is fragile thread. He enjoys a lot of dangerous friendship.
And I don't accept other parts.
Then I am crossing difficult moments for my mother. My sisters do what they believe him. But I double my daily works to hold better always the unarmed mother. And there are always polemics and discussions with sisters.
Meanwhile, here to the forum, I want to react to do something. But my ideas disappear in the chaos of my stress.

Also when I go out I try to react in the public life. Not could go sea too.
My health is good! The kidneys seem to react well. But this stress is becoming dangerous. But if I am a sweet man and from the as good patience for the job and my mother.

"I could see if mine mother had the strength to look me and to smile for hearing my excuses. Because I am not a man that can deserve of what I could give more. For the well to my mother".