August 2nd, 2010
So my papa bear has now been gone for 2 days and 11 hours now. I didn't know what to expect. After being around someone for so long it's interesting to see what will happen when suddenly they are gone. Needless to say I don't like it but there is this weird liberating feeling as well. Like the night before last I hung out at my mom's house until 11pm and we laid in bed and watched Home Alone 2 (one of our favorite movies). It made me realize that I haven't been in my mom's house for longer than an hour ever and she has lived there for 3 years now. I've known for a long time now that I really lost touch with a part of me because I started a family and am just really busy. I don't go out with friends... my nearest non-work friend lives 2 hours away. So I think I need to make a change, what I have no idea. Maybe I should reconnect with a girlfriend or two from highschool? Or maybe find a hobby... I have things I really enjoy but I don't do them. Such as infant photography or Bikram Yoga... I haven't done either since 2008. So that is where I am at now, I think I need to get my butt in gear (as my mommy says) and stop letting life kick the **** out of me
(Excuse my french)
On a happier note, I had a great day today. I hung out with a friend who could be summed up in one word as complete and total AWESOMENESS! I laughed, I cried, I relaxed and truely had fun today. Times like today I am really thankful for