First I want to start off with saying Congrats to the DR. on his new baby!
Max You need to get off your computer and get out in the real word!!!!!! Not every one cheats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am happily married!!!!!!!!!!!! My husband doesn't look at porn, he doesn't even like to get on line. Some times Tigger will show him something and he looks, I don't have a problem with that. The only time I loose him is during Football season. I don't like it but I know that is something that he relay enjoys so i deal with it! Because I LOVE him. We make sacrifices. Because we LOVE each other. You need to spend time with a real girl, I mean time talking and getting to know one another as people, not just her bra size. Girls that do adult sights, that is what they chose to do in there life. and it is there right to do it! but that is not what every girl in the world is like. You say you are open about your porn , well girls are going to steer away from you because of it. They think you live in a fanticy world.SO your not going to meet a nice girl if that is the image you give your self.