[danielle_ftv]

PublicDisgrace was something I wanted to try once and probably won't try again as I've already gotten it out of my system. It seems like people either loved it or thought it was too rough and hated it. I had an amazing time. The only thing I would've changed about it was I would've allowed myself to cry rather than bottling that up because I was worried what the audience would think. The vast majority of my fans know that I'm going to do what I want to do and (while I do always try to keep my fans in mind) some of the stuff I do won't appeal to some of my fans. I lost fans when I started doing b/g. I lost fans when I did my IR scenes. I've lost fans because of my shooting with other companies. But along the way I've also gained many, many fans.

I can't imagine myself ever becoming cynical or jaded. One of the biggest joys in my life is this industry, my website and my fans. I get such a thrill out of planning out my shoots and shooting for my site. I love editing the content (though it can be a pain in the butt sometimes...mainly just due to the computers I use) and love creating new things that will make my fans (and in return myself) happy.