I am touched and thank you for your kind posts Laranger, T-bone, Missy, Eastbill, and CK1. Your words of support are appreciated.
Thank you Seth for making this thread. I think if it wasn't for this thread and this forum. I problably would never had made that phone call. Even though it was not the answer i was hoping for i still thank you all for your support and encouragement. I actually feel a little better today knowing i can now get Emma out of my mind now even though it's not going to be easy. I'v been living alone for a long time so i guess it won't be changing for awhile.
I guess there's a moral here, never leave it too late.