Max,
You can do what you want only you. You are a brave man of himself. But you have to learn the character of the women. The women are not bad. They must be loved because it is a gift of God. It is not a servitude. The man can be selfish because he wants to be himself. This is all right. But we have to also understand the women that want continuous love of the men. The women don't ask anything if not the simple love.
If it goes badly then, to change other women.
I am not fortunate with the women. But they see too much sweet me. They love more perhaps something.