Replies To Danielle's Journal and Video Logs

[danielle_ftv]

Originally Posted by Texasdrake

When I was younger and didn't have nothing to do like no school or job to go to.I usually would sleep in and sleep 9-10 hrs.Of course if I slept to much back then I feel like "Dog poo" afterwards.
Now days when I'm off I get up after only 5-7 hrs of sleep and feel ok,but if I try pushing myself to sleep longer then I tend to get a headache.Funny part is when I have to work and get after 7 hrs of sleep then the next day I tend to fall doze off during work.

As for canceling or Chargeback on your site.I had cancel a few times when money was looking alittle tight not due to "unsatisfied".I also have to admit I did a few chargebacks myself ONLY due to the tactics of the sites.there were a few sites where they "Asked" you if you wanted to joined or subscribed to something to other things and you had to check yes to them,but in their cases you have to carefully look and "Uncheck" yes cause they would auto check you yes for everything unless you uncheck and I scan quickly through page after page trying to get through to the end without realizing I was getting "auto subscribe" to eveything under the sun.

I'm perfectly fine with people cancelling. I understand things happen. As long as they are happy with their "experience" on my website then I'm also happy. I've heard of websites charging you for several websites when you only signed up for one. It's definitely something that gives this business a bad reputation.

[Texasdrake]

As for you meeting some brit in Vegas.Guess I should be happy for you,but have to admit I'm alittle envious for th guy cause I wasn't in his shoes.
As for the 3 day rule I had never followed it.I had gone out with a girl and had such a great time with her I called her the next day to tell her that.I even sent her a dozen roses with a note telling her that I had a great time with her.
In your case if I was that lucky SOB and manage to have you for 3 days and in my room.I would have taken you to the nearest jewelry store and gotten you an engagment ring.....ok at least a nice necklace so you would keep me in mind and I would have called you the next day after we had parted and screw the 3 day rule.
If the guy hadn't called you by now and you had told him about your site.There is a sad chance he might had been thinking he bedded a celebrity internet porn star and have a fun story to tell his buddies back in England and something to write to Penthouse letters about. Then since he a brit he may be more "reserved" and decided to take longer to call. In any case it always the guy who calls first IF he is interested in seeing the girl again..if not then it cause he thinking he had a great lay and moved on.

Yes I do believe in love at first sight or at least something close to it. and everyone has a soulmate It had happen to me once in the past and the girl was the prettiest girl in school and I felt like the luckest guy in the world cause she felt the same way about me.Unfortunely My mom end up moving us to Fort Worth (we was living in a small texas town) I went back to visit during school breaks due to my grandparents also lived in the same small town...but like so many Daddies when I went to go see her. Her dad always answered the door and told me she was busy.To this day I still think about her from time to time and wonder if we would have been married now with some great kids.

[um..]

i like your pets cute dog and random cat in vet you wanted to steal but you didn't

[dtvfan]

Miss, how about tan stockings and or pantyhose? Sheer - toe to waist!

[geolarson2]

Sometimes when a person starts reading motives into someone else's actions/inactions, it is a way of pushing aside one's own reasons for doing something (and not doing something counts as "doing something" here--its a choice). I know I've done that myself. Its a hard habit to break sometimes, and sometimes it isn't entirely broken, but being aware of what's going on in your own internal subtext helps, and it sounds like you know that already, and that is half the battle. What I've done when in a similar position is to try and distract myself, to get my mind off it (not always successful). Normally to de-stress, I'd go for a long walk, but, of course, that leaves me alone to dwell on my imagination. Lately (the past 6 years or so), I've tried some tai-chi which seems to help more quieting my mind. Each breath in & out clears the cobwebs and each time I do the chi ball thingy, I leave that negative energy behind, pushing it out the door or window. I know its all figurative, but in my mind it helps calm the synapses and gives me a little peace of mind and I'm able to shrug things off a little easier afterward. And sometimes you can just laugh, viz:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJNRD...eature=related (Mr Happy, approx 5 mins in & Mme Wonderful approx 8:30 in)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PF1gy...eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ijwl...eature=related (cats approx 3 mins in)

[geolarson2]

You know, I was watching Teachers and it occurred to me that you do so much for your fans--some of it goes with the territory, some you do goes way beyond what any of us have a right to expect (although sometimes it appears some of use do make that assumption)--but who do you do it for? The website pays your bills, you have a creative outlet in both the performance and layout, but its still work, no? Re-reading your journal entries and letting things simmer for a few hours and I started to wonder if your desire to find someone, that Brit or someone else is you're need to find someone you can be yourself, not the persona you likely have to use here, and be yourself without someone imposing their image of you on. Moreover, who do you get to play with? I mean, sex replaces play, and we all need to play, no? I hope I'm not causing more trouble, just trying to understand myself. I do hope you find that someone you can play with, Ms D, let your hair down with, laugh and cry and dream with, and soon.

[danielle_ftv]

Originally Posted by geolarson2

You know, I was watching Teachers and it occurred to me that you do so much for your fans--some of it goes with the territory, some you do goes way beyond what any of us have a right to expect (although sometimes it appears some of use do make that assumption)--but who do you do it for? The website pays your bills, you have a creative outlet in both the performance and layout, but its still work, no? Re-reading your journal entries and letting things simmer for a few hours and I started to wonder if your desire to find someone, that Brit or someone else is you're need to find someone you can be yourself, not the persona you likely have to use here, and be yourself without someone imposing their image of you on. Moreover, who do you get to play with? I mean, sex replaces play, and we all need to play, no? I hope I'm not causing more trouble, just trying to understand myself. I do hope you find that someone you can play with, Ms D, let your hair down with, laugh and cry and dream with, and soon.

Thanks sweetie, I also hope I can find someone to play with and love. Honestly I want to be with a character straight out of one of my books. Someone I can give my whole world to and who will do the same for me. Maybe that's why my past relationships have never worked. Maybe my subconscious is comparing my (ex)boyfriends to the guys in my books...hmm .

[danielle_ftv]

Originally Posted by dtvfan

Miss, how about tan stockings and or pantyhose? Sheer - toe to waist!

Fabulous...I shall try to remember to do that for my next shoot.

[danielle_ftv]

Originally Posted by um..

i like your pets cute dog and random cat in vet you wanted to steal but you didn't

That cat was so friendly. It would've been a perfect cat for me.

[danielle_ftv]

Originally Posted by Texasdrake

As for you meeting some brit in Vegas.Guess I should be happy for you,but have to admit I'm alittle envious for th guy cause I wasn't in his shoes.
As for the 3 day rule I had never followed it.I had gone out with a girl and had such a great time with her I called her the next day to tell her that.I even sent her a dozen roses with a note telling her that I had a great time with her.
In your case if I was that lucky SOB and manage to have you for 3 days and in my room.I would have taken you to the nearest jewelry store and gotten you an engagment ring.....ok at least a nice necklace so you would keep me in mind and I would have called you the next day after we had parted and screw the 3 day rule.
If the guy hadn't called you by now and you had told him about your site.There is a sad chance he might had been thinking he bedded a celebrity internet porn star and have a fun story to tell his buddies back in England and something to write to Penthouse letters about. Then since he a brit he may be more "reserved" and decided to take longer to call. In any case it always the guy who calls first IF he is interested in seeing the girl again..if not then it cause he thinking he had a great lay and moved on.

Yes I do believe in love at first sight or at least something close to it. and everyone has a soulmate It had happen to me once in the past and the girl was the prettiest girl in school and I felt like the luckest guy in the world cause she felt the same way about me.Unfortunely My mom end up moving us to Fort Worth (we was living in a small texas town) I went back to visit during school breaks due to my grandparents also lived in the same small town...but like so many Daddies when I went to go see her. Her dad always answered the door and told me she was busy.To this day I still think about her from time to time and wonder if we would have been married now with some great kids.

Aww...that's so sad. I don't know what I would do if I met my soul mate and couldn't be with him or her. I honestly don't know what is going on with the Brit...wether or not he is interested in me. I've also never really believe in dating rules. If a guy calls me the next day after meeting me then I know he is a keeper.