Video Log Transcriptions

[Anoree]

"Hey dickere

I read your questions on the question thread. You had six of them for me, actually no, only five. The first question was: What is the oldest you think you could date or find attractive? You actually had like three different questions about age.

So, let’s see, oldest age, probably like 60 or something. But honestly, I don’t really care about age, so if the guy was super good looking and was healthy … Actually they don’t even have to be super good looking. If they’re handsome, attractive to me, and healthy and they take care of themselves, then I probably really wouldn’t care. I think it’s more like I would date them, but marriage wise I would probably be kind of iffy about marrying somebody above the age of 40. I don’t want to have to be taking care of them in about 20 years. That would suck, that’d really suck. Actually, you know, what’s really funny: I just recently made a rule for myself that I wouldn’t date anybody over the age of 32, but I don’t seem to be following that rule very well. Rules suck, I never stick to them.

The other question, next question that you had was: Is there an age beyond which you’d find it a bit sick or are you of the “the older, the better” camp?

No, I’m definitely not of “the older, the better” camp. You know what, honestly, like I said before, I really don’t care how old they are, just as long as they take care of themselves and they look good and they’re healthy, it’s fine.

The next question was: How about the other end of the spectrum? Would you go with a guy under 18?

No, I would never go for anybody under the age of 18. That’s illegal. That’s kind of weird, too. It’s kind of sick. I’ve never really dated anybody younger than me, to be perfectly honest. I don’t know what it is, it is just I always go for older guys.

But you want to know what really funny, actually it is kind of off topic: My sister is actually dating somebody two years younger – wait, is it two? – Yah, two years younger than her. I thought that was kind of funny. I was like: “You’re robbing the cradle!”

I just, you know, the youngest guy that … I mean I dated people my own age, and just recently dated somebody that was three years older than me, but … I don’t know. It’s just people, especially guys my own age, they’re just weird, kind of immature and not somebody that I want to date.

Your next question was: Is there anything sexual that you’re holding back for your husband in the future?

No, honestly, I’ve pretty much done it all, tried it all, except for the super, super kinky stuff, like a golden shower or whatever. But no, there’s really nothing that I’m holding back for my husband, unfortunately. But in this day and age, I think that that’s like the whole like holding back your virginity or keeping, saving your virginity for your husband or holding back anything, I think that’s just overrated. People are sexually free, huh. I don’t think that people really care about that nowadays. At least my generation doesn’t care about that.

And the last question: Is there anything that you not want to admit to liking?

No, not really. You guys know pretty much everything about me. I’ve told you my fantasies, although I don’t think my fantasies are all that weird or anything. I think I told you guys about my super, super fantasy having two boyfriends that are bisexual. That would be awesome. Kind of like Anita Blake: She has – what do they call it, a triumvirate? She has two … She actually has quite a few boyfriends. I think that’s hot. I don’t know. Anyways, kind of off topic there.

Anyways, I hope I answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey nexxus

I read your question on the question thread and it was: How do I feel about my pictures and videos being stolen and put up on other websites? I’m assuming that when you say other websites you mean the tube sites and torrent sites and stuff like that.

That kind of makes me mad. I mean, honestly, I don’t really think about it all that often, but I know that it does have a pretty big impact on my business because it takes away from potential income, and that’s not good at all. I’m being stolen from. They’re stealing money from me, that’s not very nice. I’m ok with people using my pictures with permission, but I don’t exactly know what you would use my pictures for with permission. Anyways, no, it makes me mad and honestly, the thing is that you can’t really do anything about it, because if you get it taken, your content taken down of one site it will go up on another the next day. There’s so many sites out there that steal your stuff, and it’s an ongoing prowl. And plus you have some people across the country or across the world and in different countries that are stealing your content, and it’s just a hard battle that you just really can’t fight. Unfortunately the only thing that … I can’t do anything. The only thing that doesn’t really get stolen are the webcam shows, actually, because you can’t steal a live webcam show. Now, you guys should be watching my webcam shows more.

Anyways, I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye

I hope you like my hair, too. Isn’t it cute? I love that."

[Anoree]

"Hey AlexanderXXL – oh, wait, no, Alex… wait – oh my god, I’m so confused – AlexanderLL

I have it written as AlexanderLL, but I think it’s AlexanderXXL. Wait, maybe not. Ah, this is so bad! Anyways, I’m going to continue this video log, just because the film is rolling, but oh my god. This is embarrassing.

Anyways, I read your question on the question thread and it was: Do you like to cuddle after sex? Does it make a difference to cuddle with a guy … what? I’m so confused now. Does it make a difference to cuddle with a guy or a guy if you do cuddle? I think you … I don’t understand that second question. So I’ll answer the first question, do I like to cuddle after sex.

Yes, I do like to cuddle after sex. What’s really funny is, I used to be very non-affectionate, very, very non-affectionate, up until about a year ago, maybe two years ago. A lot of my ex-boyfriends used to complain about that. I wouldn’t want to cuddle or hug or anything like that, hold hands. I was kind of a guy, kind of manly, I guess, in that sense. I didn’t really want to be affectionate and stuff like that. Now I love it. I don’t know how I changed or what changed, but now I like to be cuddled. I like just cuddling on the couch, even if we’re not having sex. I like being comforted, I guess.

Anyways, I hope that answered your question. I’m sorry that I didn’t answer your second question, because I don’t understand it right now. I copy and paste everything into – what is it called – the Notepad on my computer, so I don’t know if it just came out wrong or what happened, but I have no idea what it means.

Ok, anyways, bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey diamond_cutter

I read your questions – not just one but many – on the question thread. Your first question was: Have you ever regretted what you’ve been doing i.e. adult modeling? What does “i.e.” mean, by the way? I don’t even know what that means. I use it sometimes, but I don’t know what it means.

Do I ever regret … No, so far I haven’t come to regret it. I don’t know if I ever will. I’m sure at some point I might kind of regret it, like if I don’t get into medical school or if I get fired from a job because of the job I have, but so far not really. I mean I never have any problems really because of it. I guess the only problems that I really have because of it are just guy problems. Guys thinking I’m easy because I’m in porn, which is not the case at all. I don’t like one night stands and I’m not easy.

The next question was: Any time you wished that you would not have chosen this field or joined some other profession?

No, actually, not at all. I’m very happy with what I’m doing right now. I really do like what I’m doing. It’s funny, because I think that my family sees that I really enjoy doing this. I’m always talking about it, too. It makes me happy, the creative freedom, the freedom to work when I want to work. I mean where can be doing this video log at 11 o’clock at night. I don’t know. I like everything about it. It’s fun and it’s giving me some good skills, not only the modeling skills and the masturbating skills, but that editing and stuff like that. I love it.

Next question is: Is there someone in your life or some time ever where you feel shy or feel weak to disclose that you’re a porn star?

There’s only been … actually … I’m trying to think, today kind of, when I was getting my hair done. I don’t know why I lied about this, it’s kind of silly, but they asked me why I was getting my hair and makeup done and I was like “Uh, for a date.” I was actually getting it done because I had a photo shoot, but I don’t know why I said that. I guess I just didn’t want to get into the whole “What are you doing, where are you modeling, blah, blah, blah” all that stuff. I can only think of one other time where I’ve been kind of “shy” I guess about disclosing my job. That was when I met this guy and the second night that we hung out I was really iffy about telling him, but I did end up telling him anyways. What was really weird is, I thought he knew anyways because he kept on staring at me in the bar. I was like “Oh my god, he probably has seen me on my website or on the Internet or where ever.” But comes to find out, no, he just thought that I was really cute. But other ways, no, I pretty much tell anybody. I‘m not one to hide that. I don’t really care. People can judge me, it doesn’t matter. I’m a good person, a kind person, and I have a good heart, and that’s all that matters.

Next question is: Did any of your loved ones leave you after knowing about your profession?

Nope, not one of them has. I have the most supportive family and very supportive group of friends, too. I’m very lucky in that sense.

Other question was: Would you tell your children in the future about your past life?

Yes, if I ever do have kids I will tell them about this job and what I’ve done. I’m sure at some point it’s going to come up. Ok, let me change that. I’ll tell them if it ends up coming up somewhere, like in a conversation, but if it doesn’t, no, I don’t think I would tell them. That’s something I can’t really lie to them about that, because it’s all over the Internet and it will be up there forever. I would tell them. No shame, baby, no shame.

Let’s see. Oh, this next question. This next question is interesting. Well, it’s not interesting, it’s very personal. You asked: Has anybody tried to rape me?
I’m actually not going to answer that question, because I don’t think it’s an appropriate question to ask me. I don’t really think that’s an appropriate question to ask anybody, so sorry, that’s not going to be answered.

Next question: During shoots, has any cameraman or other crew member got out of control and tried to have sex with me?

No, actually I’ve never had that issue. Usually I’m the one that’s coming on to the cameraman. But actually I can only think of one time where I’ve actually come on to the cameraman. I don’t think we did anything. I can’t really remember, though. That’s kind of sad, isn’t that? But nope, I haven’t really had to deal with any photographers, videographers coming on to me. I’ve been super lucky in this industry and the people that I worked with. I’m very happy about things that are going on right now and everything.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey everybody

I just wanted to show you what Anoree sent me, the most amazing gift ever. It really is. I’m so excited to show you guys. He sent me the Amazon Kindle. I am so excited to use it. It’s super, super light. It’s actually incredibly light, and it’s really small. It’s about the size of a … actually it’s a little more than the size of a paperback book, and it’s really thin, look at that. It’s incredibly thin. I love it.

So I’m really excited to use it. I haven’t yet used it, as you guys can see, there’s still the wrapping stuff on it. I will run out of books pretty soon here, so this is good, since you can download the books straight to it and that’s going to be super handy. So no more late night trips to try to find books. That’s fantastic. Oh my god, I love this gift, it’s like the best gift ever.

And then he also sent me this. It’s like – I don’t know how you guys call these – you put it on the Kindle. It’s cute, it’s purple. The back is super, super pretty. Yeah, I’m so excited. And then he also got me a little cover, a little holder thing, it goes right in there. Oh my god, this is so cool. I can’t get over it.

Anyways, so thank you so much Anoree. This is truly one of the best gifts ever. So I’m going to put this to good use for sure. Amazon is going to love me, because I’m going to be buying so many books from them now.

Anyways, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you."

[Anoree]

[No transcription: Candid video of Octoberfest 2010 trip]

[Anoree]

"Hey eday… uh!

Oh my god, what is wrong with me today? Ok, seriously, this is the second time that I’ve tried doing this, making this video. The first time I was “blah, blah, blah,” talking my butt off and I realized there’s no more film left. So I was talking for about ten minutes to myself pretty much. That was awful, so bad. I feel kind of retarded right now, but whatever.

Anyways, Hi e83!

I read your questions, a lot of questions actually, on the question thread, so this video log is probably a little bit long. Although, actually, my video logs have been getting longer, because I remember when I first started making the video logs it was only like a minute or two minutes and a half, now they’re like 8 minutes, 9 minutes. I think I had one that was 11 or 12 minutes. That’s ok. You guys just get to see me more, whoo, exciting for you guys.

So anyways, your first question was: We ask you questions all the time, some very strange, my own included, but what would you like to ask us?

I don’t really have any questions right now that I want to ask you guys. Generally, if I have a question, I’ll write it on the forum, make a thread about it or even a poll. That is fun and exciting. If I do have any questions I’ll be sure to ask you guys for sure.

Your next question was: Did you ever play doctor when you were young, if so, with whom? … or who with?

I don’t really remember ever playing doctor, but I guess I was more like an “explorer”. Yah, cheese ball humor; Yah, you guys love my cheese ball humor, though. I like my cheese ball hu… Anyways … Sorry, I’m highly caffeinated right now. I had coffee like for the first time ever. I’m like “Whaaa!” Anyways, back to the question.

I never really played doctor. I would say I explored, but never played doctor.

Your next question is, it’s a kind of long one: I’m also wondering about something you mentioned in your journal, concerning how much you were sleeping. A couple of things come to mind. With all the partying, trips, work and school that you talk about in your journal, maybe you’re just worn out from burning the candle at both ends, or depression?

No, honestly, I just like my sleep. I get that from my mom. My mom could sleep all day long if she didn’t have stuff to do. Fortunately, I don’t really have stuff to do. I have a lot of free time, so I get to sleep as much as I want. Lucky me. And I also made my school schedule so that I don’t have to wake up early, so I can sleep in. I love sleeping, even on trips. I tend to sleep a lot. I like to get at least 10 hours of sleep, it makes me happy. Plus I’m trying to … I have a theory that I sleep a lot right now, because I’m trying to store it all up for later on when I get into residency and I don’t get as much sleep as I do now. Actually, I have heard that you barely get any sleep. That’s not exciting. I’m not excited about that part at all.

Your next question was: You mentioned that you were going in for your annual physical. How did that go?

Annual physical – when was this written? I can’t remember. I can’t even remember when my last physical was. I remember the last time I saw the doctor was to see if I have any stomach issues, but everything came up normal. I’m perfectly healthy and disease free. The only thing that I apparently have is high cholesterol, which I am working on. I feel so proud of myself. I have been eating a lot healthier. I went to Hole 15 earlier today, a super expensive place but it got all natural, organic food. It was awesome, really healthy stuff. I’m eating a lot of lemonades and vegies. It’s definitely … I hope that lowers the high cholesterol. But yeah, I’m healthy. Healthy girl, whoo.

Your next question was: How old where you the first time you decided to eradicate your pubic hair? Eradicate I think means remove. Did you do it yourself or have help and how did you remove it?

Honestly, I can’t really remember the first time I shaved off my … I shaved it off, by the way, my first time. But I don’t really remember how old I was, maybe 14 or 15. I can’t remember. The first time I ever shaved was when I was 11. I shaved my legs and got a huge cut on my leg. I was living with my grandma at the time and I ran out to show her like “Oh my god, help me, help me! I’ve got blood run down my legs!” And she freaked out “Oh my god, now you’ve got to shave all the time.” I was “I have to do this at one point anyways, so at least I’m starting young, getting more practice.”

You asked if I had any help or if I did it myself. I did it myself. I don’t think I could ever have anybody help me shave my legs or down there, or any body part for that matter. I think that would be kind of weird. I don’t know. I think that’s a trust thing. Maybe if I really, truly trust somebody, that I might let them shave a tiny little part of my legs, like that big. [an inch]

Let’s see, next question: Monogamy, does that work for you?

Yes, it does. It does work for me. I like being monogamous. I’m not going to lie. I have cheated before, and I have been cheated on, that’s for sure, but I actually prefer to be in a monogamous relationship. I don’t like dating multiple people at once. It’s way too much work. I just don’t have enough energy to be giving to several people. Blah, I hate it. And it’s funny, because I’ve noticed that when I start dating a guy, even if I don’t know if that’s going to work or anything, that I put all of my energy … not all of my energy, but all of my romantic energy into that building a relationship, and I won’t really focus on other guys or anything. It’s definitely interesting. I think I work kind of different from other people.

Sorry, my nose is runny. I’m sick, by the way. My voice is … I think it sounds kind of raspy. Hm, whatever. I had to do the video log because I‘m late on video logs, as usual. Typical Danielle.

Last question which you’ve been asking for a while: How did I get into the porn industry?

Well, let’s see. I guess it kind of started when I was 19 and I wanted to do a photo shoot with just a photographer, just to have the pictures and I just wanted a normal photo shoot, clothed, whatever. So I made a Model Mayham and one model place profile and started shooting with different photographers. Well, the first shoot that I ever did, I ended up getting naked. Not completely naked, I got topless. But I mean, it was the first shoot and I’m getting topless. And the photographer didn’t even ask or anything. I was just “Hah, here we go. Hey, look at these!” I don’t know if I just liked the attention or if I’ve just always been like this or I don’t know. So I ended up getting into fine art nudes and was doing that for a while and then I shot with this one photographer named Steve Eire, and he told me about a couple of the local websites here in the valley. And he told me about FTV Girls, told me about the reputable websites and companies, and FTV Girls was one of them. I never ended up contacting them or anything, but that’s when I first found out about FTV Girls. Well, I ended up getting con… I don’t know if I contacted or got contacted by the Amateur Allure Company. I shot for them I think in February of 2008, I think. So that was my first ever porn shoot. I loved it. I had an absolute blast. It was so much fun, I was totally comfortable, so I really wanted to continue working in the industry, but I … well, let’s say when I did the Amateur Allure shoot I wasn’t with my boyfriend, but then I got back together with him and … I don’t really … I’m like kind of retarded right now. I don’t know why I said that. But it works in, just follow me here. Let’s see, I got contacted by one of the FTV recruiters, which I thought he was contacting me for FTV Girls, but apparently he was contacting me for FTVX, the hardcore FTV site, which I told him that I couldn’t do that, because I had a boyfriend and wasn’t really comfortable doing that while I was still with him. So he definitely kind of got me to do the interview under false pretenses, but apparently I was good enough looking that he thought I could do FTV Girls, so we drove over to the big house, the big FTV mansion, and I met Rob. And I remember the recruiter was “get naked” and I was like “Uh, this is really odd. I just met you guys and you’re telling me to get naked?” Rob didn’t say that, it was the recruiter that said that. And I did anyways, and I think like the next day or the day after that I shot for FTV Girls and then did a couple of hardcore shoots. Some of which you can see on my website, yeah. And the rest is history. I don’t know. I hope that made sense. I don’t know if that made sense or not.

I’m tired, I’m sick, here’s my video log for the day.

Anyways, I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"