Renna's Journal

[rennaryann]

So here I will post regularly about what is going on in my life. Honestly my life is boring but somehow I can tell some great stories about it so hopefully I won't bore you too much

[rennaryann]

July 2nd 2010,

Soooo this is my first journal entry. I am super sick right now, laying on the couch with a soft blanket being lazy. I should be working... I always should be working but I don't see that happening today. I just got the keys to my new house yesterday and it's so pretty! Ill take some pics of it today and post them. It's not very large but everything is new so I am super excited. Unfortunately it also came with a spider (daddy long legs) infestation. I am deathly afraid of spiders! I counted 27 in the living room and dining room so that is what we are going to work on tonight. Renna the spider hunter lol. I have to post this weeks video update today, my girlfriend Britney came to visit me and we went to this nature preserve right on the intercoastal. The lighting could have been better but its came out ok.

And a friend of mine is starting a porn company and just bought a bunch of really expensive equipment that he said I could borrow anytime so I am very excited. My papa bear (that's my husbands nickname) shoots most of my stuff and I am hoping with the new lens and whatnot that I can get my photos/videos to look more ftv style.. I hope

Ahh and I am so excited to shoot with Danielle in 16 days... super nervous because since I am sick right now I tend to eat up every brownie and slupie I can find but it's ok. As soon as I feel better I am hitting the gym (I am getting my home gym back soon) and I am going to look good especially for her.... well Ill try lol.

Nothing much more going on for me, OH! Except tomorrow is the LESNER VS. CARWIN fight and I am sooooooooooo excited. I used to love lesner but he is such a jerk now I just can't wait to see someone finally beat him. Personally I think he is almost unstoppable and at the end of the night I'll probably be angry that lesner will win again but there is always a chance... who else is going to watch the fight? Do any of you think Carwin has a chance? I don't know much about him... just that this fight is one of the biggest in ufc history.

So that is what's up with me in a nutshell... I can't wait until next week when I feel better and Ill be settled in I also am going to plan a free cam show to all the ftv forum users. It won't be for another couple of weeks but I think that will be a good opportunity to get to know everyone and chat for a little while.

Love
R

[rennaryann]

July 6th 2010

Yay! I finally have internet back up and running. Hi everyone btw! I just finished moving today and my cable company is terrible. It took the four trips out to my houst to hook up cable and internet but at last I am back on the grid I really do have a sick obcession to it lol and sending emails via my phone is not cool at all. Soooooo the Lesner fight was saturday and it was AWESOME!!! I must go to the next Lesner fight, I really want to be there live! I really did not like that man but when he stepped into the octagon he looked so good, he has no fat and was so lean you could tell he was in the best shape ever. And he didn't have that arrogance he normally had, this time he actually tapped the other guys gloves and was respectful.. soo I think I am a Lesner fan again... even though it was really great to see his *** handed to him in the first round. I want to see more of Lesner really having to put up a fight.

Anyhoo, I am off to go back to cleaning my couch and unpacking but tomorrow will be some mega updates on rennaryann.com so please take a look if you have the time

Love,
R

[rennaryann]

ok so this is totally random but.... I have been super stressed lately, I just moved and there are so many other things going on and I feel like my whole schedule is completely out of whack. So now I realized something else, I have a sick obcession for chocolate... anything chocolate (brownies, sundae's, shakes, ice cream, cake, bars, fruit covered in chocolate)... it seems like the more stressed I get the more I crave it. What is even more terrible is the fact that I will feel like the meanest person in the world and then, like today, the first bite in that brownie and I start to giggle for no reason. And then I am happy and life is good.

lol I just had to share that

Thank goodness for friday, with the weekend here I am going to make sure my garage gets organized and I have my little gym back in order so I can get my tushie on the elliptical. That is my life saver, it's great just pop anchorman in the dvd player and Ill be working out for 90 minutes and not even notice it. Oh thats another major love I have.... I am in love with Ron Burgundy... I even have conversations with him on twitter lol (yes, I know I am a dork).

So right now not much is going on except for the fact that I feel like I am in Limbo and need to stop eating chocolate so I can shoot soon! I can't wait to shoot new content I am planning a shoot day the weekend afternext as long as I start working out so if you have any ideas please let me know!

Love,
R

[rennaryann]

July 14th 2010
I have decided that one day (long after porn) I want to open a preschool. Crazy thing is 3 years ago I hated kids. Without getting into a bunch of pointless details, I have this love for babies and toddlers. They are the greatest thing in this world and they are the only things that doesn't piss me off so I think it would be a good career path. That sounds horrible but it's true... I don't really like people. Many are mean spirited but babies they don't know cruelty, jealousy, or anger beyond "Hey he took my toy!." Thats a beautiful thing And the cost in south florida for quality preschools (or at least one up to my standards) will run you anywhere from $1,000- $1,700 a month it's insane! So after I purchase a home that will be what I save up for.

Just figured I'd share that There are so many things I want to do in life and the two careers I am interested in persuing are really quite interesting and I know I would love them (family psychology and crime scene analyst) but I don't know for sure if I would be happy 10 years into them. I suppose that is the most important question. Well school starts next month and I have a long time to figure things out.

It's funny I am never around anyone my own age, the youngest adult I am ever around is 29. Sometimes I have to remind myself I am 22 and can take things as slow as I want. Heck I am already wayyyy ahead of the game, too much probably.

Oh man this is a terrible journal entry... too serious lol sorry but that is what was on my mind.

On a lighter note, today I was listening to my favorite radio show BTLS (Bubba the love sponge) and they were talking about calling someone a Dildo and how you can't say it without smiling. It's true so my silly childish goal for the day is to include the word Dildo in as many conversations as possible. This should be interesting

Oh, last night I watch a bootleg version of Grown Ups.. that movie is so cute! If you haven't seen it I highly recommend it! In the film the kids make those phones out of cups and string and it was adoreable. I really want to try that now but I have no-one who could talk to me on it... I guess I can talk to my dogs lol.

And in case anyone is on twitter and doesn't already know I am addicted to it and you can find me on there as twitter.com/rennaryann

Now I am off to work on todays photo update

Love,
R

[rennaryann]

July 19th, 2010

Ahhh so this weekend I am shooting and I can't wait!!!! Reason being I will be shooting with the Canon 5D Mark II! The video quality on that is so beautiful it's amazing. We will be testing it out sooo hopefully it will be sucessful... OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN. It is a friends equipment that he so generously is letting me borrow. Also he is ordering some killer lenses so soon you will see a huge spike in the quality and style of my shoots, oh I can't wait! This will be the first shoot since my site joined up with you guys so I hope things go well

Besides that I have a lot of other.. umm interesting things going on, some good and some no so much. But today I filmed a commercial for a european company, filming those are always fun. It's fast and I get to keep my clothes on Which sometimes is a good thing, it's the only "normal" job I have.

And my office semi finished, soon Ill have a super great computer and won't have to wait 10 hours for an HD video to render either lol.

Oh and super wonderful news on top of it all, a friend whose job is HD video compression said he would help me improve the quality of my videos since they are no where near what they could be. I know this all sounds geeky but I am so elated right now with all the goodies I will be able to utilize to improve the video quality on the site yay!

I am jumping around on my thoughts but this weekend I had so much fun too, it was my first time going out in a couple weeks. Now I am not a drinker and I really hate shots however for some reason I drank patron like it was water lol. Thank goodness I was not hung over the next day. But me and papa bear went bowling with our good friends who are married too and had a blast... I officially stink at bowling and the patron did not help either. The more I drank the worst I got lol. Then I wandered off to the bar and got caught up in conversation with two cute gay men and one very angry woman. One of the guys told me this joke:

" If mothers day is for women, and fathers day is for men, then what day is for masturbators?"

"Palm Sunday"

Trust me it's definately funnier after 4 or 5 shots of tequila.

So yay I now appear to have a life lol I hope everyone is doing well and tonight I am going to watch the Bounty Hunter with Jennifer Aniston, it looks really cute! Then tomorrow I am off to Lion Country Safari... yay!

Love,
R