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[Anoree]

"Hey diamond_cutter

I read your questions on the question thread. It was kind of interesting. This is going to take a long time to read of, because it’s kind of a long question, like different answers for it. Anyways, I’ll get to it.

You said: I was searching for a list of porn stars on YouTube that committed suicide and there was a big list. That’s kind of an interesting thing to be looking up. Apparently there is so much fun, lust, money and fame in this field. I believe there are some reasons which I want to confirm, because you belong to this field and have contacts with them as well. Which, by the way, I don’t really have contacts in this “field”. The pretty much only person that I talk to that belongs in it, or that’s in the industry, is Renna. And I don’t even talk to her all that much. But anyways, back to your question: I want to know your opinion on why they commit suicide. So, is it because:

A – They have started having sex at a very early age, like 13 or 14, so in 15 to 20 years they lose all sexual desire, which frustrates them. Then they move towards fetish, freaky sex, with animals etc., or commit suicide?

First off, honestly, It’s not just porn stars that start have sex early, it’s pretty much everybody that’s having sex early. I mean I heard of kids that have sex at 11 years old. Completely disgusting, but it’s not just limited to porn stars. I haven’t really heard about anybody committing suicide because they’ve lost their sexual desire. I think that would be kind of a weird thing to commit suicide for or over. I don’t know. This is my opinion, so I don’t think that that’s the reason why porn stars commit suicide.

B – They have started taking drugs or strong sexual medications which result in bad side effects? Which by the way, I’m not exactly sure what sexual medications have strong side effects, so I don’t know. The only sex medicine I know is Viagra and I think there’s another one that I can’t remember the name. But I don’t think that there’s really any bad side effect over that. Anyways, back to the question … oh, wait, that was the end of the question.

No, I definitely don’t think that’s the reason why porn stars commit suicide. I mean that would be an absolutely ridiculous reason to commit suicide over, because the side effects of a medication, unless they make you suicidal or something. I’ve never heard of a sexual medication that makes you suicidal, it just makes you really hard for a really long time, at least for men.

So let’s see, the next option:
C – They have fame but no respect from society or they have lust, but not true love, which leads them to hate themselves and commit suicide?

I think that that reason may have a bit to do with why a porn star would commit suicide, at least the whole not being able to find somebody to love you for who you are part, but I don’t know. I think it would be completely ridiculous for somebody to commit suicide because of what other people think. I don’t know, just my opinion.

And then the last one:
D – They’re being abused, humiliated, disrespected by their boyfriends or husbands?

Honestly, I think that’s probably the main reason that a porn star would commit suicide. Or else if they got involved with drugs, illegal drugs, addicted to them or whatever. I can imagine that, being addicted to drugs and being abused would be the two leading causes of somebody committing suicide, or at least a porn star committing suicide.

So anyways, that was an interesting question. I hope you guys actually understood what I was saying, since there were a lot parts to that.

Your last question was: Every woman, no matter what profession they’re in, has the dream of having a home, a loving husband and pretty children along with a respectable, calm life. If at the peak of your career you reached a road where you could either have fame and money or your dream home, husband and children, but would have to completely leave porn, what would you choose?

If I could have my dream home and my soul mate, kids are really far in the future, that’s not really something that I’m wanting now, but if I could find my one, true love or whatever, I’d definitely give up my career over that. I love doing this and stuff, but this isn’t like the porn over me “being.” I definitely think, yah, I probably would give up my career. This isn’t a long time career anyways. I mean I plan on doing it as long as I can, but I’m wanting to go to medical school and be a doctor, so that’s what I’m wanting to do the rest of my life.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey Ladymurasaki

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: I know you’re probably rather interested in dating a guy, but would you consider to date a girl for a serious relationship?

Yah, actually I totally would, except I haven’t really come across any girls that are “datable” or are lesbians that are interested in dating only a woman.

Let’s see: If so, what kind of girl is your ideal figure on your mind?

I don’t really have an ideal figure, but like the one girl that comes to mind is this one stripper named Frankie that I was totally in love with, oh my god. She was super cute, really skinny, taller than me, at least I think she was taller than me. She was wearing stripper heals, so she might have been as tall or shorter than me. But I think I prefer them to be taller. But she had kind of a punk goth look to her, like dark hair that was kind of short. She looked like a pixie, really cute. Her boobs weren’t all that big or anything, but I think I don’t know. I prefer really, really skinny girls, I think. Actually I really prefer any girl. Now my taste varies quite a bit, but Frankie definitely comes to mind when I think about my ideal girlfriend or whatever.

Let’s see: Do I have any preference over the race?

No, not really. I’m pretty much an equal opportunity dater when it comes to men and probably women. I haven’t really had a chance to date really any woman, so I don’t know. I’m sure that if I got along with her, I wouldn’t really care about her race.

Height: Do you like taller or shorter girls?

Probably taller, definitely taller.

Weight: What size range? Do you like athletic build with curve or rather skinny shaped without curve?

Skinny shaped for sure.

Hair: Short, medium or long?

That’s one thing that doesn’t really … that I don’t really care about. The girls that I’ve been with had all different lengths of hair. They had all different body shapes and all different eye colors and I think it’s more about personality with me.

Appearance: Like fem, somewhere in the middle or boyish?

Like I said, honestly, it doesn’t really matter to me all that much, as long as I get along with them.

Age: Do you like older or younger girls? So, what age range is acceptable?

I don’t know. I probably wouldn’t date a female that’s older than 35 or so, maybe 32. I’ve made an age limit for me, so I can only date people that are 10 years older than me.

Personality: What kind of girl do you like or would like to meet?

I’m not sure. You know, honestly, I haven’t really put a lot of thought into it, because I haven’t really thought about dating a girl that much. I guess I would want somebody that … I would date a girl that would be kind of outgoing, but then is kind of a home buddy like me. I would love to date a girl that was into reading and sci-fi fantasy books. I guess somewhat similar to me, but with enough differences that we would have something besides our … I can’t even think right now. Yah, honestly, I haven’t really thought about it.

Your last question was: Would you go on a date with me if I ever came to visit Arizona?

And yes, I would go on a date with you if you ever came to Arizona. I think that would be fun. So hit me up if you ever come here and we’ll have fun. That will be awesome.

Anyways, so I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey versus

I read your questions on the question thread. You… sorry, something stuck in my throat, probably the coffee that I was drinking earlier. I think I messed it up somehow. I don’t know how you mess up coffee, but apparently I did. Anyways, sorry, your first question was: How soccer in your life? That’s what you wrote. I wasn’t exactly sure what you were trying to ask me, but I assume you’re trying to ask me do I enjoy watching soccer or playing soccer or whatever.

Honestly, I don’t watch soccer and I haven’t played soccer since I was 7 or 8 years old. It’s been a long time. Actually I think I played it since then, but I haven’t been on a team or anything like that. It was just for fun.

Your next question is: Did I watch the 2010 World Cup?

No, I did not. I don’t watch sports at all. Actually I don’t really watch television at all.

Who did I expect to win the World Cup?

I didn’t expect anybody to win the World Cup, since I don’t even know who was playing. I don’t know. I guess all the soccer teams in the world would play? I really don’t know. I don’t get into stuff like that. I prefer my books over television. I’ve never actually been to a soccer game. I’m sure that would be fun to watch, like a professional soccer game. I enjoy going to live baseball games and football … well, ah, a football game is kind of lame, but live sporting events are fun.

Your next question was: How did I think the US team did in the World Cup?

Since I didn’t watch it, I don’t know. I don’t even know how we placed or anything like that. I don’t even know who was on our team, or where they’re located at, or anything like that.

And your last question is: Who are the best soccer players in the world?

Me! I am! No, not really. Well, since I don’t really watch soccer or read about it or anything like that, I wouldn’t know.

So sorry, I couldn’t really answer any of your questions since I have really no interest in watching TV or watching sporting games on television.

Anyways, yah, Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey kleptodathief

I read your question on the question thread and your … well, the question was: Can I get an orgasm from just anal sex?

Actually, yah, I can. Or at least I have once before. The very, very, very first time I had anal sex I instantly came. It was absolutely amazing, but since then not really. I’m sure I could if I was in the right state of mind. But yah, that first time was amazing. And I didn’t even like … I mean he didn’t even ask for it, we just started doing it. It was awesome. I kind of initiated it. How many girls can say that? “Oh, I initiated anal sex!” It’s awesome.

Anyways, I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey yossif

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question for me was: Who do I think is the best porn actress?

Since I don’t really watch porn all that much, or I don’t really watch it to see who the best porn actress is, I don’t really know. I guess right now I have my favorites, so they would be the best to me. Let’s see: I really love Tory Black right now. I think she is a good actress. And also it may be because I’m super attracted to her. Who else? Lexi Belle, I really love Lexi Belle. I think she’s a good actress, too. And Sasha Grey. There is a bunch of other ones, too, but those are the ones that I think are the best porn actresses.

Your next question was: Do all porn stars not want to have children?

No, I don’t know. I can only speak for myself, and I know that once I get out of school and residency that I want to have children, but I definitely don’t want to have kids right now. But I know there are plenty of porn stars that have kids.

And your next question was: What do I think about Cassandra Calogera? I don’t know how to pronounce that last name; hopefully I pronounced that right.

Well, I think she’s cute. Is she even shooting anymore? I’m not sure. She did shoot for FTV, I think. I’m pretty sure she did. She’s got massive boobs. They’re awesome. Huge boobs, bigger than mine, actually. But yah, she’s cute. I haven’t really seen any of her content, so I can’t really say anything about her acting skills or anything like that.

I hope that answered your questions.

Oh, and look at my new hair. I hope you guys like it. It’s one color. Well, I mean one general color instead of the multi striped colors that I had a couple of days ago.

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hi um..

I read your question on the question thread. You worded it kind of weird, so I’m going to read it how you worded it or how you wrote it out and then try to translate it how I think you were trying to word it. Does that make any sense? You said: When you have been doing photo shots, have you ever been court by anyone like cops or other people and if you have what do you do?

I assume that you’re asking me, when I’ve been doing photoshoots, have I ever been caught by the cops or other people and what do I do?

I’ve never been caught by the cops, that would be super scary, really, really scary. The thing is that if I get caught doing shoots, or if I’m caught being nude outside during shoots, I could possibly be branded as a sex offender. So, it’s not the photographer that’s going to get in trouble, it’s moi that’s going to get in trouble, hence why I don’t really like doing public shoots too much. So it’s all a bit too risky, but luckily I’ve never been caught by the cops. I mean, occasionally there are people that see what we do. None of them ever have come up to us.

Oh, wait, actually that’s a lie. When was that? A couple of months ago, I can’t remember when. The High Heel Heaven shoot we were shooting at this office building and a guy walked by when I was topless and he didn’t really say anything at first, but then he walked out later on, about five minutes later and he was like “Yah, I don’t think you’re allowed to be doing that here. You guys should leave.” So we left. But he wasn’t mean or anything about it, he was nice.

And then the only other time that I have gotten caught was in a department store in a mall. That wasn’t fun. The lady was really mean and I thought I was never be able to go back there, but luckily I have gone back there and they obviously don’t have my face plastered up anywhere, “This girl is not allowed in the store anymore.” That would suck, because I really like the store. That was quite scary.

Let’s pray, let’s hope that I never get caught or get in trouble for doing public shoots. If I ever get in trouble doing a public shoot, I would never do a public shoot again. Or it would be really, really tough to get me in public to do a public shoot.

I hope that answered your question.

Bye"

[Anoree]

"Hey Max

I read your question on the question thread. It was: What do I think about clown porn?

I’m not going to lie, I think it’s kind of creepy, but everybody has their own fetishes, so I can’t really say anything about it. I have my own weird fetishes, so I can’t judge. Personally, I just think clowns are creepy to begin with. Ever since I’ve watched this stupid movie “It” I was super scared about clowns. I remember for the longest time after I saw that movie when I rinsed my hair in the bath I would always have to rinse my hair with the shower head. Because usually when I take a bath and I wash my hair I’ll rinse it under the actual faucet, but I was so scared about a hand coming up through the drain. Uh! Silly fear, but I was – god, how old was I? – I was really young when I saw that movie. And then, when I watched that movie when I was older, I was like “This is so stupid! This is the stupidest movie ever!”

I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye"