*** Danielle's Journal ***

[danielle_ftv]

Dec. 6, 2008
Hey everyone. The internet connection at my house and at both FTV houses seems to be kinda screwy lately. I've been trying to upload new video logs and it's taking TWO HOURS for three small one minute clips to upload. So hopefully the internet will be better later, and the videos will be completely uploaded. Yesterday (which was actually Thursday, the day before yesterday) I had my fourth tattoo removal...this time even more painful than the times before. I go in about thirty minutes early to have numbing cream put on the area that's going to be lasered, but for some reason it sometimes doesn't work as well as normal. I also ended up freezing a small part of my stomach (and I mean literally freezing!) If you watched the candid video of my first tattoo removal you might have noticed a tube device that the technician was holding over the area getting lasered. Well that hose emits incredibly cold air so it can numb the area. Well I was holding the tube while she was lasering my front tattoo and she noticed that I had frozen my skin. At first I was freaked out, and especially when I touched it and it was rough, almost callus feeling. We ended up laughing about it (because it was just so weird) but now I'm in not so much of a laughing mood (well maybe a little bit). The area that was frozen is now burned (won't scar or anything) and it is a little uncomfortable feeling. Yesterday I did two shoots for my premium area. I'm really excited about the launching of the premium area, though I still have a lot of questions and concerns about the site and the whole webcam thing. My brother comes into town this month (haven't seen him since June or July). And my future step brother is also coming into town (flying all the way from England!) This will be his first time in America, so I have to show him a very good time here. I will probably end up taking them to David and Busters (an arcade type place) and hopefully I can get Rob to give them a ride in the Bugatti or SLR.

[danielle_ftv]

Dec. 08, 2008
Yes, yes, yes...we finally got the members area completed enough to send off to CCBill (the billing company that will be handling my website). How exciting...in about two weeks or so (hopefully by Christmas) the premium are will be launched. You guys are going to love it...it looks amazing and there are quite a few changes we put on the site.

BTW, congrats to Lia who just got her first forum devoted exclusively to her. It's called Lia's Lounge and you can find it here.

PS Rob got the funniest email today about me. Yet another person complaining that "Danielle is on the site too much"...don't know how many times we have to explain it to people. My parts in the shoots are very small unless the girl is into girls...then yeah I'm in the shoot a little bit more than usual. Plus I am only on ONCE A MONTH. Now December has been a little different in that I have appeared quiet a few times...but that really isn't my fault. Some of the shoots just got moved around to different dates and before anyone knew it I was appearing in more than one shoot. So anyways, yep another complainer...but you want to hear the funniest part??? The guy actually had the audacity to accuse me of taking advantage of the girls and only being in the shoots to get "sexual gratification".....okay, I'm not denying it, but no that is not the only reason that I am in those shoot. Anyways I am sick of trying to explain it to people...let them think what they want to think.

[danielle_ftv]

Dec. 11, 2008
So I decided that for now on if people want a birthday video log...they have to have at least five postings. I've realized that there a quiet a few people who posted their birthdays on the "birthday thread" but that's the only post that they make...that's complete b.s. I'll save the b-day video logs for my forum members who really deserve it!

Another thing I would like to know is why there are only 189 "active" members on the board but 414 members? That's more than half the people that signed up that aren't actively posting on the forums. Post people, post!

[danielle_ftv]

Dec. 12, 2008
Just registered for school today. Tried to sign up for my classes but was told that I needed to get the placement test scores from my the college I had formerly went to. So I left the school and started heading over to my old school to get the scores. I called the testing department and was told that I could get the test results from any of the testing departments (meaning I was about to drive 20 minutes for nothing.) Anyways so I went to the testing dept. in my new school and was told that they had purged my test results since they were taken more than two years ago. Bah...so now I have to take all the placement tests AGAIN....and unfortunately I also have to take the math placement test, which I am not good at, at all. Some of the classes I am planning on taking is a Forensic Pathology course, an Intro to Algebra course, an Intro to Chemistry and Intro to Chemistry lab, a Middle Eastern dance class (belly dancing!), a Intro French class, and a self defense class. Fairly big load but I'm up for it.

I also got this huge package in the mail from TexasDrake. I opened it and pulled out this very large, very beautiful statue of a girl. Well also inside the box was wings that fit into her back...but they were broken...and I mean seriously broken. Damn people...don't seem to know what "fragile" means. I tried gluing the wings back together, but unfortunately the wings are so large and heavy that the glue just does not hold. But it's the girl statue is still beautiful and will be placed in my living room.

[danielle_ftv]

Dec 16, 2008
So yesterday I went to my college to take the placement tests. I aced the reading and writing part. I actually did so well on the reading part that I'm exempt from it...not sure what that means, but cool! But I completely and utterly failed the math part. I only got a 27 on it. Gawd, that is horrible...but I guess I just have to think that well I haven't done math in over two years. So I will most likely be going into the basic math class. Kind of pathetic considering I graduated valedictorian but what can I expect. I've gone to college twice since I graduated in 2005 and neither times did I take a math class...I've been letting my brain rot! So unfortunately this screwed up my whole class schedule that I had written out. So instead of taking Chemistry I will be taking Geology which doesn't require Intro to Algebra (which I will be taking next semester). Another one of the problems that came with going to school in January/spring semester...the Maui trip. I was supposed to go with Rob to a week long Maui trip to build up content for the site. But while reading the school catalog I found out that you can not miss the first day of class otherwise the teacher will/can drop you. Well fortunately while doing my schedule last night I figured out that I would only be missing one first class (for Middle Eastern dance). So I'm going to see if the teacher will let me miss it and not drop me. Of course I will also be missing all my other classes but it's only the second class and I will try to give them a doctor's note (from Rob .) I need to go to the tanning salon today to do the Mystic tan. Tommorow I'm supposed to shoot a Christmas update, so I want to look slightly tanner than my normally pale self. I just recently realized I love cottage cheese!

PS YYYYEEEESSSS....Another X-Men movie is coming out...so excited!

[danielle_ftv]

Dec. 17, 2008
December 17, 2008 a day that will go down in history...the day Danielle FTV launched. Haha, jk...but not really. I've gotten 16 signups already and it's only been like 8 hours. My computer is so screwed up right now...some of the keys are not working correctly when I press them so I have to type really slow and have to keep on backspacing. Hopefully my computer fixes itself by tomorrow so I can answer all my P.M.'s.

PS Thanks to all you guys who signed up...mucho appreciated. The money I get from this site goes to the Danielle Goes to College and Gets Her Tattoos Removed Foundation. The DGtCaGHTR foundation would like to thank you for your support.

[danielle_ftv]

Dec. 20, 2008
Muahahahaha....I got my first "don't sell yourself, find God" email/message. It's quiet amusing because the guy who sent it to me is a preachers son and was telling me that he has seen my stuff on the internet. Why on Earth is someone ssssoooooo religious that he can preach to me looking at porn....a little hypocritical, I think. I am religious, I believe in a higher power...I don't need people telling me not to "sell myself to the porn industry" because God doesn't like that. Whatever you say dude! I've also been getting quiet a few messages on Myspace from females that want me to have a threesome with their boyfriend...I don't think so. It's a really nice offer and all, but really! I've written on my profile that I don't read the messages (even though I do, I just don't answer them) but still people are either really stupid, or just freaking persistent as hell. I wonder if people actually do end up hooking up with other people through Myspace? Personally I find that kind of creepy, especially since anybody can make a fake profile with fake pictures. I just signed up for my classes the other day. I will be pretty busy Monday through Thursday, but at least I don't have to wake up too early. I am taking Intro to Geology with a lab, Basic Arithmetic (what a joke...I graduated valedictorian and I'm taking basic arithmetic???), Middle Eastern Dance (belly dancing), Forensic Science: Death Investigation, Elementary Italian, and Self Defense. I guess the only good thing about taking basic arithmetic is that I'm pretty much starting over from the beginning, so the next classes should be a lot easier. I've already looked at the Forensic Science book and let me tell you...it's morbid...but I love it! Italian class should be hard but fun, and I will be able to talk to my Italian fans! So I got a new computer for Christmas from FTV. It's amazing! I have to upload all my games onto this new computer. It's really cool....it has a remote control for DVD play, Bluetooth connection (kind of random) and an awesome webcam system.